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Aftismo Kenos

by Grimmdrasil

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1.
Monolith 04:20
Forlorn intrinsic spaces. Faces all unknown. A monolith of cold indifference. Creatures turned to stone. In the cracks of mind. Death lays intertwined. No escape from myself. Black Iron prison of cold. I know unending loss of myself. Fountains decrepit with rust. An inner prison of agony. Trapped inside closed eyes. Anxiety within constricting walls. The grief of another day. It leads to life's natural conclusion suicide.
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Surreal Void 06:46
A surreal haze of unending darkness. A black fog of perpetual starkness. Utter loss, intractable grimness. Forever lost in this forest of unforgiveness. My real face is shrouded in bleakness. My broken limbs in utter prostration. My pale hands decrepit in their grasping. My legs pounding, useless onto nothing. A dark form showing in the distance. Dead eyes searching endless vistas. The fog parts revealing its visage. its face is mine and forever will we be here.
3.
A dreaded totality of a culmination. treading in living hell. Paroxysms of total chaos. Anxiety to the core. Total fucking loss. Asylum of the mind. Black iron bars stretch from within. A labyrinth of agony. Dichotomy of the mind. Insipid suffering. No Respite. Winding corridors of nothingness.
4.
Machine hums drone in my positron twin mind. Invalid existence, internal error code. Invalid existence Void core radiates throughout. Perfect nihilistic chaos. Prominent self destruction. Decomposing subjective reality, all objects in decline. Only in this lonely prison can i ever be found. Only in this internal forest I lay me down And in this rotting bed of dead leaves, worms attend my funeral.
5.
All is death, lay in sod. Inside the failing tides of mind, monstrous caverns arise, seas and sighs. The fog of life. Fears of life. Its all over inside, invisible time, all is death. Its time to realize its all over inside. Invisible time. Ghosts at sea. Grey sunrise. Intimate wraith with ease unwind. Tenderness eclipsed inside. Its all over inside, invisible time. All is death Its time to realize all is death
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Nothingness 04:49
And in the daylight a shadow my reflection. Stark emptiness stays in to deign deception. Only silence in the voiceless void. Only violence and the pale reasons of ghosts in the noise. Fluid seeps in slowly through the cell walls of time. Gently inviting those that have seen to fall to the floor. Lamentably thoughtless, without words. Inviable, cruel, blind, cold inside Strange things happen, in nightmares you fight the numbness and blackness, and you claw and convulse and you twist and you turn, then ride the crests of frenzy, and you plunge into troughs of panic and despair, and sweep round and round, and you sink down into nothingness. Until you break through to the freedom which comes only with oblivion.
8.
Born into error, a sea of suicide. Crawling through black lava, a prison inside. A maelstrom of chaos at every single stride. Born into error. You say just wait and stay, to hold on there must be a way. Well whats wrong with just wanting to go away and end this useless play. All colors just fade away. There was never anything there so whats at stake End this farce and fall away. all dreams mean nothing just fade away The pointless task of living day to day. Faces pass with meaningless things to say. All colors just fade away. Any purpose is lost and grey.
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Inside withdrawn, wandering. Sliding paroxysms, fickle sensation of total loss. buried passive logistics through caverns of fecal totality. Mainframe of wandering soliloquys. Batrachian lupine forest of doors. Portals of obsidian decorum. Portents of quasi coherence. Backwards walk into the grave of time. Every time represents, say goodbye. Look into the nowhere that is everywhere. See not the forest for the self of selfs. Foolhardy roves of pleasantries. Sweet pretty little nothings to every passer by. Grown up into the trees of sickening heights. Scrutinize the sunset with every blinking thought. Barely crawling like glazed ice on a dead highway in the mind. Like numb thoughts in a serial thoughtless lump of life.

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released July 8, 2019

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